I just wanted to say, I have not been totally absent from this forum. I didn't just post a couple of things and then run.
I also want to apologize. Some of you have offered me hugs, or really kind replies or messages, and I really am grateful - but I haven't shown it like I should. I'm very withdrawn and shy about all of this, and I apologize if I come across as being rude or apathetic in any way. I've been checking the forums pretty regularly, often smiling at the replies or messages I get...I just haven't been able to bring myself to say anything.
I feel kind of afraid, for reasons I don't really know or understand. I'll try and fight through it and be more kind and sociable. I joined this forum to make progress, not to sit and be afraid of everything.
Eternal no one on here has thought of you being rude or that you were running. We all have to go at our own pace and do what we are comfortable with. Take your time, open up at your own pace and enjoy.
10/04/2008 02:52 PM
Posts: 1556 Senior Member
Eternal, many of us have been where you are. I don't always respond properly in my life either. For you to recognize that you are doing this is good progress.
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