Parents of Bipolar Children Support Group

My daughter got ou hospital last Wed afternoon.

All was good(because she slept alot)I let her spend night girl was her boss Kmart they took the girls kids to park and ordered take out watched movies dyed hair she asked if she could stay agin I told her yes yesterday I took her dentist took back to her friends house she was crying and blah last night I asked if she wanted me to come get her she said no called this morning I could how LOW she was in voice this afternoon she called bawling I went got and she cried in grocery cried all the way home then started getting anger built up she hates it out here in country hates living home and same ole crap.Im on egg shells as I dont want her to go into rage shes watching a movie with her dad right now we cooked her fave meal Im praying she stays like this until time for sleeping pills and goes to bed early and pray tomorrows a better day.

Thanks for listening I just feel so defeated right now.

Lisa

No not realy Im actually shocked it hasnt happened sooner this week.I was hoping adding Lithium was her miracle addidtive for some normalcy(sp)I think shes been so doped up on and sleepy why wasnt as much as normal.She was so excited to go to Laurens she was happy happy day before and he next day she seen her therapist for haour and half then I took her cash her check and dropped her off she was good the many times she called.Actualy she was supposed to stay again tonight.Lauren said she didnt know she was leaving(Laurens in 30s and she keeps me up on all)Im sick at stomach she walked down to lakes a front farm where my best friend works nights for us maybe she will get her in good mood when shes like this she hates me the rest time shes my best friend.

I know is always good first few days home from hospital then back to this(normal for her)I wish shed come back up here and go to bed.She said she wanted to go with me do deliveries in morning so she will have to get up.

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Post edited by: xceldanes, at: 06/15/2012 06:58 PM

Oh no! I'm so sorry! I know you had high hopes for this visit. I hope she gets back to her version of "normal" soon. Just keep trying to look forward, I know how hard it is to do but keep hoping! Becky

Thanks

Im hoping yesterday was just a hiccup(as her pdr calls it)Im getting ready to wake her up and hope its better day I have all crossed

Let us know how she does... we know how difficult it is to feel like everything is going to fall apart without having any warning.

Her half brother and family in for Fathers day to see their dad shes been up and down all day when I went to town I dropped her friends she grew up with and she called mad then called blah didnt want to come home wanted to stay wanted come home (but remember she hates it here in boonies)Ashley said shed bring home later or she could spend night.

It worries me because she so aggitated and on verge of manic rage I know so well.She was good this morning and this evening starting again.

I said it in another post I prayed the Litium was one other thing to her meds that was maybe going to work but past couple days been normal again up and down violent and sad all in 8 seconds it seems.