Hello, I am new

My name is Cathy and I am looking for people to chat with in reguards to paranoia. I just decovered that this is the root cause to my problems but my insurance does not cover mental health so I am looking for support. I am not sure why I am cursed with this disorder but I would like to cure it only I do not know how. I don't know what else to say except this is my last attemp to become normal and enjoy life.

Peace,

Cathy

Paranoia is the root cause of my issues too, I have severe panic disorder that stems from my paranoia, which is keeping me from taking any medications.

I'm here to talk anytime, I came here as a last attempt to rid this.

Just knowing that I'm not the only one is helping.

- Meg

The best advice I can give you is to take your medications. I was skeptical and suspicious of taking my meds thinking they were poisoined. I was believing that my family (my brothers and sisters) were plotting against me, were trying to get me arrested, telling lies about me etc. I was in a state of psychosis at the time (I understand this now but did not know this then). I finally saw a psychiatrist and had many, many sessions with him. I'm finally on the right dosage of medication and am not in my psychotic state any longer. My brothers and sisters were not plotting against me, they were being supportive and were biting their tongues at accusations I made towards them because they knew I was not well. I am grateful now to them and to everyone else during that horrible time in my life. All I am sure about, is that if I was not on my meds I would not be here today to write this.

BBMind

Post edited by: BusyBusyMind, at: 10/22/2008 08:03