Panic Attacks Support Group

Hello friends im so sorry i havnt been on here in ages ive been going throught so much the past two years starting with my dad dieing last year cancer got him then six months ago my father in law also died of cancer and if that wasnt enough now my mom is dieng from it ill be very surprised if she makes it to x-mas.

I feel so lost my mother is so special to me and nothing i do or say can stop her from being taken from me,its hurts so much ive never felt pain like this just typing this i cant stop crying my whole world is just being shattered.

im sorry i dont mean to bring anybody down who reads this but i needed to vent.

it just hurts so much feels like someone is ripping my heart out of my chest i have to go ill try to come back on soon.

Post edited by: Holyterror, at: 11/24/2011 11:27 AM

OH wow Holyterror that is a lot to deal with. I do not deal with death well at all. SO I can only imagine how you must feel. Loosing people we love is so hard and so sad and it hurts and causes our anxiety to go out of control. And you have lost a lot not just one. And now your mom so no wonder you are struggling so much. I am so sorry to hear this and you just know that any time you want to just let it all out just do it. That is what this group is for.

That is a lot to deal with alone, friends will always be there for you. Don't struggle with it and socialize with people who understand you and care for you.

Also, you have this group, there will be always someone here to give you a hand or lend you a cyber shoulder. My best wishes to you.

Please message me if you want to vent or need someone who understands to talk with. July 27, 2004 I lost my grandma to cancer, 53 days later I lost my mom and 7 months after that I lost my grandpa. I am someone who truly knows what you are feeling and going through. I am so sorry that you are having to go through this and I am willing to be an "ear" because you will need one and it is so hard talking to people when they can't possibly understand the pain and anquish that goes along with losing so many in such a short period of time. Especially when the people lost are those that were your rocks. My thoughts are with you and please don't hesitate to send me a note if you want.

I certainly join the others in feeling how much pain you are in. I have lost family as well. 4 years ago I lost both parents to Alzheimer's within a month of each other. This isn't about me. It's about us and the pain life will bring us. Nothing changes that. Time does not heal it. Time just dulls the pain. What we need and must have is our friends. I am here to sign up to be on your list of friends and offer the ear of another very real person who has truly been there. God bless you my friend.