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I know exactly, but exactly what you're saying, Ibreakatthemooncafe. I sometimes feel the same in social situations, but not always. I usually can't concentrate enough to relax (what a paradox, huh?), and I can't just "forget" myself, and be less aware. Cause, at least in my case, this is it. I'm too self-aware. Do you get these feelings only in public? Do you get them with really close people, or family? I know in my case it may be because of my mom - she was against having friends, inviting people over, she tried to desocialize me and my dad, herself being very antisocial (yeah, she's a nutcase). Do you think there may be something related to your childhood or family? Did you talk to anybody about this, or went to a doctor/psychologist/therapist of any kind? Were you ever diagnosed with antisocial behaviour, or with any kind of social disorder? Hmmm... read your post again, I so identify. |
Dee
. I called my doc's office and he'll see me on Monday. Just for this. Thought it's not worth risking to have something serious and not look into it.
