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01/05/2011 03:31 PM
leandrat

The last time I really remember having a PANIC ATTACK like a hard hitting one was in October when I was off my meds....

Today it hit me like a ton of bricks I was taking a hotbath and I felt myself getting hotter and hotter, as I type I still have the shakes, throat hard, chest tight, and hard to think really clearly.....

But I did breath through it , sat in front of a fan for a bit and counted back very slowly from 200 I made it to 148 before I felt a diffrence then around 120 before I was able to walk around , then about 100 till I could walk down stairs

In this time I fought with my mind about taking a pill to make it stop then and mess up my taper, I fought with myself about the fact that I was praying I would never have another attack

Then it hit me, remember this is a feeling yes my heart is beating fast well cause I have chemicals going everywhere in my body, I lightheaded because im thinking myself worse, so I took my breaths, counted down, and here I am alive lol, dont get it twisted I am shaken like crazy from it all.......I still feel all upset and sick, but I am here I am not dead , it is NOT going to kill me AND i didnt take any extra meds!!!! So proud sick but very damn proud lol MAN panic SUCKS!

Lee

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01/05/2011 04:31 PM  Top
njhoppe
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Great job Lee...yea panic still sucks but to get through a Big One the way you did is awesome!!
{hugs}
hope
never give up
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01/05/2011 04:52 PM  Top
AmyGirl
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Way to go girly!!!!!!! SmileSmileSmileSmile Mabe that is why it was such a bad one because you have'nt had one for so long and you weren't expecting it at all. I know when I have went a while without having a panic attack and then out of no where I have one it scares the hell out of me because I am not expecting it at all. Just like tonight a bit ago I got the feeling a really bad one was gonna come on and I just said to myself ok Amy if you don't get scared of these feelings and if it does come on full force you know what it is. And well it went away and here I sit fine and dandy. Just a little anxiety but not bad. But I have had the same feelings and a full blown attack has hit me before and it does really suck. You are AWESOME Lee!!!!!!!!!You overcame a horrible attack and you did it. Maybe you needed to have that one to overcome the fear of having them. That is what I tell myself sometimes. Uggh!!Panic attacks are such a mystery.
I am not a doctor although wish I was. LOL All of my comments are strictly my opinion only from my own experiences. I am on no medications at the time but have taken medication in the past. So anything I say about medication is only my opinion from the experiences I have had while on medication. Never stop taking or take medication without talking to your doctor first.

01/06/2011 09:23 AM  Top
leandrat

Awww thanks Amy I am soo not awesome haha Im a push off and sad but your right I did make it Im still here and I guess the more I get through it and the more I talk possitive to myself and make it through them at some point the brain has to reprogram itself enough to really over come these damn thinds lol.....

I think you are right I need a few more lol Im sure to totally over come the fear of them cause looking back on yesterday I am still worried about that happening again but like I said I think I will one day get to the point where it will be ok

and yes they are man they can cure so many things hell even help cancer go away sometimes but we have nothing to even help get rid of panic only cover it up while we pop these pills

Lee


01/06/2011 09:54 AM  Top
PhilPhil46
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You did good girl, My last panic was Oct too, ????? but we got tools lol It does suck when they return, but that doesn't mean it will happen again. It happened its over, time to get back and stay on track. You beat Panics Ass! That got to feel good. Smile
I am not a Doctor, Nurse or Medical Professional. Im not even Dr. Seuss, Dr. Dolittle or Dr. Dre. :) I only share advice from my own personal experiences with Panic Attack Disorder. It is soley for information purposes only, please continue to take your Doctors advice. I share what I have learned, read, experienced and know what has helped me, I share this information in hopes it will be of help or comfort to someone else. Good luck, Relax, and lets continue to support one another, and conquer panic the best way we can! :)

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03/30/2011 10:31 AM  Top
nuitdelarose
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I'm kind of new to this, haha.

But well done! I'd give anything to be able to control my panic attacks. I've tried counting backwards in my head, and actually forget the numbers :/

(:


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03/30/2011 10:51 AM  Top
PhilPhil46
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You will in time, it take time and practice. You can and will do it, you just have to want it enough to make changes in your life, find out what your triggers are and believe you deserve to feel good and combat panic. It can be controlled and you can live a fuller life. Don't give up. You'll get the hand of it Smile we are here for you. PM any time if you like or have a question.
I am not a Doctor, Nurse or Medical Professional. Im not even Dr. Seuss, Dr. Dolittle or Dr. Dre. :) I only share advice from my own personal experiences with Panic Attack Disorder. It is soley for information purposes only, please continue to take your Doctors advice. I share what I have learned, read, experienced and know what has helped me, I share this information in hopes it will be of help or comfort to someone else. Good luck, Relax, and lets continue to support one another, and conquer panic the best way we can! :)

It's not the size of the dog in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the dog.
- Mark Twain

Sex appeal is fifty percent what you've got and fifty percent what people think you've got. ~Sophia Loren

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03/30/2011 06:23 PM  Top
reezeegee
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i am proud of you lee..you are a conquer!!!

03/31/2011 02:50 AM  Top
Leanna123
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Hi Lee! long time, no see. I haven't been on here much. I have been trying to ignore my symptoms when I get them. It works! If I don't feed into it, and I just go about my business, eventually I can breath normal again. I know you were doing something similar...glad to see it is working for you too!

03/31/2011 04:14 AM  Top
PhilPhil46
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Hey Leanna! So happy to hear your doing well Smile always nice to hear when a friend is having success with panic. Good for you girl!
I am not a Doctor, Nurse or Medical Professional. Im not even Dr. Seuss, Dr. Dolittle or Dr. Dre. :) I only share advice from my own personal experiences with Panic Attack Disorder. It is soley for information purposes only, please continue to take your Doctors advice. I share what I have learned, read, experienced and know what has helped me, I share this information in hopes it will be of help or comfort to someone else. Good luck, Relax, and lets continue to support one another, and conquer panic the best way we can! :)

It's not the size of the dog in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the dog.
- Mark Twain

Sex appeal is fifty percent what you've got and fifty percent what people think you've got. ~Sophia Loren

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