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James18879 Posts: 5
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Hi, I'm new here. I'm 16 years old. About 4 weeks ago, I moved to a new town and just felt sad and tender inside. I feel like crying all the time. I'm on zoloft and my mom is supportive, but the kinder her words are, the harder I cry- although I need her to tell me those kind things. She hugs me and I just squeeze her and sob. It's like I'm hurting and afraid of something, but I don't know what it is. I'm NOT suicidal. In fact, I'm afraid of death. Please, someone out there start and continue to pray for me. Please pray for my mom too, this is hurting her really bad. Post edited by: James18879, at: 09/25/2008 20:46 |
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Chanda Posts: 2137
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Welcome to the group. Aww, Im so sorry. I feel like that sometimes too. I will def. be praying for you and your mom. Some times changes can make you feel like this. How long have you been on Zoloft? I am not a Doctor, just a person who experiences panic and anxiety and Im here to try to help people and also learn from them also. ;)
Check out my blog about panic and anxiety, I try to write in it daily, This site has helped me. And the Programs on the top, sides, and bottom! NO MORE ANXIETY & PANIC!!
http://paniccure123.blogspot.com
If you ever need me & im not on here, try my yahoo IM- Babygirlluv1978, my myspace is or also www.myspace.com/BabyGirlLuv1978 and facebook under Chanda Miller, I play pogo alot at pogo.com, my name is cdm62108
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*Cast all you anxiety on (God), because he cares for you. I Peter 5:7
*I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.- Phil 4:13
*So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.- Isaiah 41:10
*For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee. - Isaiah 41:13
*"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." -Proverbs 3:5-6
*Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.- Psalm 23:4
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James18879 Posts: 5
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Thank You! I had attempted suicide by O.D. 2 years ago, cause I was made fun of at school and was failing classes. I was on Zoloft since then. Post edited by: James18879, at: 09/25/2008 22:50 Post edited by: James18879, at: 09/25/2008 22:50 |
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Chanda Posts: 2137
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Wow ppl are so mean today! Makes me sick! Well God wanted you here for a reason!!!!  I am not a Doctor, just a person who experiences panic and anxiety and Im here to try to help people and also learn from them also. ;)
Check out my blog about panic and anxiety, I try to write in it daily, This site has helped me. And the Programs on the top, sides, and bottom! NO MORE ANXIETY & PANIC!!
http://paniccure123.blogspot.com
If you ever need me & im not on here, try my yahoo IM- Babygirlluv1978, my myspace is or also www.myspace.com/BabyGirlLuv1978 and facebook under Chanda Miller, I play pogo alot at pogo.com, my name is cdm62108
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**** I HAVE PICTURES, I LOVE PICS.!!!****
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*Cast all you anxiety on (God), because he cares for you. I Peter 5:7
*I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.- Phil 4:13
*So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.- Isaiah 41:10
*For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee. - Isaiah 41:13
*"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." -Proverbs 3:5-6
*Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.- Psalm 23:4
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James18879 Posts: 5
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I appreciate that. |
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crazy09 Posts: 434
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Hi, I am on Zoloft too. How much do you take? It is terrible to have these feelings but we can all relate. Hang in there. I'll be praying for you and your mom too. |
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S24sassy Posts: 1037
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Hi James, welcome to the group. I think we can all sympathize with how you're feeling and you've come to a safe place to talk about it. We are here only to show support and get support, not judge or critisize. So please feel welcome! I will be praying for you & your mom. Sandy |
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I'm sorry to hear what you're going through James. Keep letting your mom hold you & keep talking to us here. The world can be pretty cold & hard - so stay where you feel safe. Have you tried counseling to find the origin of the feelings you have? You'd be surprised what you can be holding in that hurts you and you don't even know it. Was that a run on sentence? Anyway, go easy on yourself and talk about how you feel. The members here are incredibly caring and have made my life many times more livable! (Even enjoyable dare I say) Hope to talk again soon. Andy There's nowhere you can be that isn't where
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All you need is love
“ Grief that finds no vent in tears makes other organs weep ”
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James18879 Posts: 5
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1 tablet one a day. Not sure the mg though. Therapist and Docs never did say what it could be. I thought it could be years of holding hate in my heart for those who had tormented me, then making me feel insecure once I let that "shield" down. How do I stop this feeling and move on? It's a vicious cycle- I worry about wasting the days feeling like this, and that makes me feel like this even more. What do you guys do for it? What is this called anyway? Does it have a name? P.S. I'm not asking for a diagnosis. Just advice. Thanks. Post edited by: James18879, at: 09/26/2008 22:05 |
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Chanda Posts: 2137
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Well, when you saw a doctor or therapist, didnt they tell you what they thought you could have, like depression or panic attacks, or something? Like when I went to doctors, therapist, ect, they told me I have panic disorder. Do you feel panicky or just really sad? When I feel sad or panicky, I pray, I cry, I talk to people I trust, I try and exercise, I try and stay positive and I keep telling myself, this too will pass. It wont be like this forever, things will get better. I am not a Doctor, just a person who experiences panic and anxiety and Im here to try to help people and also learn from them also. ;)
Check out my blog about panic and anxiety, I try to write in it daily, This site has helped me. And the Programs on the top, sides, and bottom! NO MORE ANXIETY & PANIC!!
http://paniccure123.blogspot.com
If you ever need me & im not on here, try my yahoo IM- Babygirlluv1978, my myspace is or also www.myspace.com/BabyGirlLuv1978 and facebook under Chanda Miller, I play pogo alot at pogo.com, my name is cdm62108
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**** I HAVE PICTURES, I LOVE PICS.!!!****
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*Cast all you anxiety on (God), because he cares for you. I Peter 5:7
*I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.- Phil 4:13
*So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.- Isaiah 41:10
*For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee. - Isaiah 41:13
*"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight." -Proverbs 3:5-6
*Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.- Psalm 23:4
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