ladymp33
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I feel like such a lousy mother right now being as I am not with my newborn(I had a lil boy I named Tyler) Of course if I had a hubby that was worth a crap (he is in prison for what he did) then maybe I could have him here with me since I would have the help. Instead it is me and my 16 year old son struggling. Luckily I have a great friend that got an apt. for all of us and she pays the bills until I find a job or feel even good enough to work. I am still stressing though since I do have a car payment and a few other bills. I was diagnosed with fibro 2 years ago and have been on methadone for since then. I just recently started going to a pain management Dr. and he has weaned me down to 20 mg. of that and I take the 75mcr patch. Oh I forgot my husband in his rampage gave me a compression fracture in my T12 disc, I also was just diagnosed with arthritis in my spine and last but not least I have the beginnings of osteoporosis. It is hard to just get out of bed and do normal things anymore. All this on top of the depression & PTS syndrome makes me think "will it ever end?" I miss my baby terribly but know he is getting what I can't give him right now I just pray I can get it all together soon so that I can take him back home Michele Bowman |
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