tinagoomba
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Hi.. I'm new here. My name is Tina. I decided to join here because I need some support. The straw that broke the camels back was seeing a picture of myself posted on my friends myspace from last weekend. I say "Anorexia but different" meaning.. you know how anorexics look in the mirror and see fat even when they are skin and bones.. well I look in the mirror I see some weight I can lose.. I say to the reflection in the mirror "yeah.. you're curvy but you are still hot. you're still working it." and I walk with confidence. But.. then I see pictures of myself and I'm like OMGoodness... and it's not just one bad pictures.. it's like any and ALL pictures. Heck.. I'm 5ft 6 1/2 and I weigh 230! Technically.. I would qualify for the lap band surgery. But maybe I've just been in denial of my weight issue. But I see pictures of myself and I HATE myself. I want to go and hide. I seriously just stopped crying.. no wonder I can't get a date anymore. Blah.. Here I was, walking around like I was cute but really.. I'm a cow.  |
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