Ellie lied to me about her relationship with Spartan. Presumably she was trying to spare my feelings because she's jealous. She is his lover. She's not going to be mistaking that. But because I believed the lie, that lie compounded and compounded with everything that followed. I thought that she was miserable and being suppressed and violated and even in mortal danger. I have been through hell because of this. I begged and begged her to talk to me so that I could get at the truth, but she always kept the truth just out of reach. I became depressed. I experienced a crisis of faith, asking how God could let this situation happen until it got so bad I resigned from the pulpit. I believed that it was better to be perverse because it's the sickos who seem to win. We developed a series of perverse alters after that, including Brent, who raped Fnaire and planned to kill the rest of us. Now I have a phobic reaction to sex or any sexual deviance. I fought with Mikhail over his role in all of this and got so upset I attempted suicide, causing thousands of dollars worth of damage to my Dad's car and landing me in jail. And after all of that, she still says that she was not hurting me. She is a sociopath. She could have set the record straight at any time and instead, let me suffer. Okay, how does this signature thing work? Do I click this tab? Wait. It went away. Okay, I think I have it. I type in this little window, right? Got it. How many characters am I allowed to u |
