It sucks you can't let the dog in the bed, is there a couch or something she could be allowed to sit on with you? I always sleep with my dog. I make her stay on top of the blankets but she's there. What are you having a hard time with? Just that they exist? Or are they doing things that you don't like? It was very hard for me to accept/admit that I was not alone, that other people came out and controlled my body, stole my time. It made me angry and it made me sad. I wanted to hide from it. I wanted it to just go away, I didn't want to deal with any of it. It was hard but once I started talking to them and getting to know them and realized how very much I needed them, I was able to stop resenting them. Once you develop a relationship with them you will feel more comfortable and you will start to understand why they do what they do and how your system works. Even after I stopped hating them and being angry at them it took me a while to care about them and help them resolve some of their issues. I realized how much time I wasted denying and trying to hide. I know now that was not all of my fault either but I didn't try to fight it either, I just let the denial and fear control me. I hope your new puppy is a great comfort to you and the friend you need when you are feeling alone. Sunny I don't know if
I'm early or late
What is the date??
Maybe some year
I'll get this straight
Caramel for breakfast
Sugar shock
I watch the clock
Tick tick
Tock tock
I run up
You run down
Then back around
We are falling
To the ground
Pick me up
Turn me loose
I am glad
You are amused...
S. Summers |
