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10/07/2009 06:42 PM
cecisab
Posts: 5
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well hello .. i have never done this .. but oct.2009 i had my 3rd miscarriage.. before that it had been 2yrs 1 after the other.. i am really sad. i dont even know how to explain the emptiness in me. everybody expects me to be happy. i have pretend to be happy. the first time i had a girl. chrissy elizabeth was her name she past at 6months of my pregnancy.. my second one a boy jehova marlon he past at 7 monthsErmm my third and most recent was at 2 months i didnt know what it was. my first 2 where due to short cervix so i was so happy to think that this thrid pregnancy they will know what to do sad to say it die.. does anyone know how to cope with the sadness i feel in my heart? i cant talk to my family because they dont understand how i feel.. it has gotten so bad for me that i cant even talk to my lovely nephews anymore.. y i ask myself they did not do anything to me... my husband doesnt even seem to be sad.. is it just me or what ? if anybody out there feels how i feel sad lonely depress not understandable. please tell me what do .. i know how to give great advice but i dont know how to follow it.. i really feel like just giving up.......................................................... ............................................ ceci
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10/08/2009 03:02 PM  Top
dreamsofinsomnia
dreamsofinsomnia
 
Posts: 1719
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i understand how you feel and have been there myself

eveyone told me on my third miscarriage that i might as well not get my hopes up it is a sign i shouldn't have any- at that point i already had a girl- the attitude was don't get your hopes up till the baby is at least 4 months along

i had very little support from anyone on my third

so i have been there and it is very hard you have to take it a day at a time and keep talking to people. talking helps

i am hear for you

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out:
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?



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11/25/2009 01:45 PM  Top
ticatima
ticatima
 
Posts: 24
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Hi Ceci,

although I have only had 1 miscarriage I know the emptiness. I know that hollow pit in your stomach. I know screaming and screaming and screaming for someone to please do something and save your baby. I know. I know what feeling like the only one it effects feels like. I am so sorry. It's tragic, and noone should have to go through it. Please never give up hope! You're an inspiration, please keep your chin up.


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