an introduction

It took me going back to the doctor several times before my hormone level was back to normal.

I am here if you want to talk

Right around the time that i miscarried every month. I get extremely depressed. Is that normal even 8 months later.

My fiance and I want to try to have another kid. But i am scared to death that i am going to miscarry again.

I am trying not to think about it. But its something in the back of my mind. I want a healthy normal child so badly. It hurts to go into walmart to go shopping even. For almost 2 months after the Miscarriage. I couldn't go to walmart. Just seeing all the baby stuff got me very depressed.

It sometimes still hurts but its getting easier.

What hurts the most i think is the fact that several friends have told me that they are having kids. I don't know if they don't realize that it would hurt. I mean later on they apology for telling me.