cinderella
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i once suffered a Miscarriage, 9 years ago. i was told by specialists later after complications that i would never be able to have another child, so i was blessed that my 3 year old was here with me already. i suffered from hesions and cystitis for years after, i had 6 operations to try and "fix" my pain and thankfully it worked. i again was told that i would be unable to have more children, i was devestated. i always wanted a big family as i had lots of brothers and sisters, and after spending years in foster care, due to family illness, i understood that a big family was definately what i wanted. i was very sad for a long time and by some miracle i ended up falling pregnant again, i was pretty sick towards the end, i had pre-eclampsia, i was blessed with a very healthy baby girl, followed closely by yet another healthy girl 11 months later. and 18 months later i was fortunate enough to fall pregant again, however i had a lot of complications with that pregnancy, and had to have an emergency cesarian. while the baby was delivered i had a tubal ligation to prevent further pregnancies as i nearly died during my last pregnancy. i had another daughter, i really would have loved to try again for a boy, but that decision was made for me by my health and doctors. i would like to let other women know that the pain of loosing a baby does get easier to deal with and im sorry to say but you are always left wondering WHAT IF and wondering what that little person would be like or how they would look. im sorry that doesnt go away i wonder all the time. i have been blessed and i am hoping that all of you who have lost can be blessed as i have been and i wish you all the best of luck next time xxxxx cinderella |
