Talk to me. I've been there too.

I have also been there.

I know what you are going through. A week ago today I lost my baby. I was 13 weeks pregnant when I lost him. I was at my sisters house when it all happend. Like yourself I have spent time wondering why and what now. I think about our baby Brice everyday...all day, and wish I could just turn back the hands of time. What gets me through everyday and allows me to get out of bed is just knowing that everything happens for a reason and although I don't understand the reason and even if I did know I might now understand just know that your baby is in a better place. I don't know when the pain will stop...mine is still here but as women we get through it just one day at a time. My boyfriend will not really talk about it either. When it happened we cried a lot together and now he doesn't want to really talk about it. I know it is because he feels he has to be strong for me and it's his way of dealing with it. Give yours time, eventually he might talk about it and when he does be there for him. As emotional at it is for us, it is just as emotional for them. At the end of the day we might have phsycially lost a child, but like us the fathers have lost also. It's not just the physical being of the child that is lost but the hopes and dreams for that childs future. Keep your baby in your heart always and remember that we are mothers and have very special babies in heaven. Keep your head up and contact me any time.

Brice we miss you and mommy and daddy love you so very much.

Hugs and Love. xx