Tell me about it... My mom, when I was younger, used to use me as a lie for not seeing certain family members at given events. I think she was partially depressed because she seems different now... But anyway (sorry I digress) I'd come home after about 1 month of being away from home at school and she'd be like "Oh if people ask you if you're feeling better just say yes" "Why mom?" "Because I told them you were sick so I couldn't come last time" It wasn't that big of a deal until I realized I lie so much because I was taught it's okay to lie... I really wish I never had experienced that because I've been lying to myself for years... The truth is a hard hard pill to swallow! Sometimes you just need to breathe and remind yourself... I have gone this far, I have been this strong, I will not let it get to me... You are worth so much to so many people... and me included. Thank you for being in my life!
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