taliestar
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I have been trying to find a place/therapist (or whatever.....there are so many options) that will help diagnose and regulate the bipolar, but at the same time treat the addiction (like a one stop shop.) I found one that sounds pretty good, but like you have not been able to bring myself to call. Seems like it would be weird to just call someone & tell them that you do this totally illegal thing everyday, all the time. Then I think......I am sure they have heard worse. We really cannot be it....can we? My family thinks that I smoke the occasional "j"........for concerts and whatnot. I dont think I could ever tell them the extent of my addition. Even worse, last yr I found out that my mom had breast cancer, so now there is really no way I am bringing up my "little" problem to any of them....and my boyfriend is not much better than I........ But really so we have to tell them? At least at this point? I dont think so. There are outpatient programs for both the bipolar & addiction & support does not see too hard to come by w/ all the dr's, support groups, and message boards (like this.) Trust me, I really do not want to quit either-its easier just to come home from work and get high, but this is not the way I pictured my like, nor the way I picture it in the future.....somethings got to change.... plus, we all are allowed "super bitch" moments regardless of bipolar or addiction  I feel you & hope you can find (cuz you have it) the power to do it Tale Talie |
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