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Lucie85 Posts: 2
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Hi.I joined this group cause i didn't know what else to do and who to talk to, since most people I know had no idea Im a pot head. I've been smoking everyday for the last 5 years and i'm only 23. It's been one week since I last smoked and it's the hardest thing i've ever done. I crave it...i'm craving it as i write this. I wanted to quit because i hate the person it made me into. Im always sad and lazy these days. I want to find the person I once was; the girl who could be content with just being alive. Im not sure if shes even inside me anymore tho. It's been so long. i know i need help but im to embaressed to get any. Today I grabbed the leftover bag of pot i had, packed a bong hit and was about to smoke when i realized what the hell i was doing.It took every ounce of willpower to dump it back out. I had to tell my bf to hide everything on me, whice was embaressing enough. I have no idea how im going to get through work tokmorrow knowing that after a long stressfull day I have to deal with it on my own like a normal person lol. Does anyone have any tips on how to beat the cravings?!
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