I am losing a 10 year battle with my husband. He will not stop the pot and when he is not high he is angry, raging, verbally abusive and it has only gotten worse and worse over the years. i have had him in counselling and various programs and tried everything to save us but he just won't stop. he does not believe pot is a drug and sees nothing wrong with it. he does not feel it is the reason for our problems, he blames me for everything. he is so angry unless he is high, he is negative and mean and our oldest child is now 4 and he has started to be mean and angry towards him now too which is why i finally had to pull the plug and make him leave. but it has not helped! instead of realizing how much he is losing, he now is living in a little trailer surrounded by other potheads in trailers and his useage has increased and his anger and cruelty towards us has only gotten worse. i cry and beg to him to please stop, to please go to NA, to please get help and somehow come home to us. i am so upset all the time and i cannot believe this is the end of us. i just found out i am pregnant and all he can do is say enjoy life as a single mother. he is so mean and unfeeling and i know it all stems down to his pot addiction. i am crushed and i know if i walk away from him he will not change, he will just drown in his world of pot and lose us forever. it is not fair it is not fair it is not fair it is not fair it is not fair it is not fair....