When I was like three or four i remeber my father sliding his penis inside of me causing me to have a blooding rectum, I started having oral sex with boys of age 5 and 6 when I was 5 and 6. I remember my father putting his penis in my mouth as well their vage and I dont wanna remember anymore memories.
I am so sorry for what happened to you. Remember that you're a stronger, braver person now from what happened to you. I have to remember these as well sometimes but trust me, it will get better. Like you told me, keep your chin up. Here, you can share anything-this place is where you can be that brave and strong person you've come to be. I know I've blacked out memories as well, but that makes a little easier I think. Not remembering is sometimes better. We are all here for you, if you ever need to chat feel free. Life is easier when you have people around you that care about you and know what you're going through.
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