Heroin Addiction Support Group

Hi , don't even no where to begin ! My husband is a heroine addict . and has been for quite awhile ! I had no clue in the beginning Stupid huh ? well im in therapy know ( Funny huh I never used drugs he is the one with the problem ,And im in therapy ) I haven't been on for awhile , Nothing has changed if anything its getting worse ! Im actually praying to God to let my patience run out so i could have the strength to leave him ! It never gets better it only gets worse ! To me i feel dealing with a heroine addict is a lost situation. You make yourself believe there lies that they hate it and are going to stop , But meanwhile They love the feeling of heroine and only hate the consequences that comes along with it !!! I feel my husband would be the happiest man on earth if i would just allow him to do it and not freak out ! I've done alot of research and , And a junkie only stops when there ready or hit rock bottom , and even then some of them don't stop ! I am terrified because im trying so hard to hold on to a marriage that i know is doomed . I love him with all my heart , but i have to learn to love myself more . I want to thank all of you for your stories , it really helps to know im not alone . Especially you sunsign you really helped me in so many ways Hugs ! always melanie

Awww thanks Melanie. I'm sorry it's not getting any better. I know how hard it is, and how you are constantly disappointed. It hurts each time they do it, and they kill a little bit more love along with it. I hope he does stop before he kills what's left.

I'm so glad you are in therapy. I'm still going to my counselor but may stop soon. My divorce will be final on the 17th of this month, and I'm sad to say that I'm glad. I will say this though, I am a more confident person now b/c I know what I want and don't want from a partner.

You will know what the right thing to do is...and when to do it. Only you will know what that is, and when it is. Do what is right for YOU! You deserve to be happy!