I think you're coming down off the Subutex too quickly. It does take about 6 weeks to feel normal from coming off, but it should not be making you that ill. If you were on twice a day, go back on Subutex until you can get down to once a day. Ideally you need to be at 1mg a day and then to every other day before quitting won't make you so sick. Btw, this is from experience with my husband and from a mix of doctor recommendations and the Suboxone drug guidelines, I didn't just make it up on the fly.  Some docs can't make it easy to come off Subutex because they don't actually know how to do it either. Klonapine will help you sleep and help with some of the muscle pain and withdrawal, but it won't stop it. Adding in a different narcotic from an online pharmacy isn't really the best way to get where you want to be either. That really just puts you at risk for relapsing onto a different drug. I'm afraid switching one for another will just get you back in the revolving narcotic door. You have to take a few weeks or months to gradually step down your Subutex dose to allow your body and your receptors to adjust and start waking back up. If your brain is in the right place to do this and you can do it at a speed that won't send you into a relapse, it's entirely doable. If you can't get your GP to help, maybe call the local detox clinic for some help. They've probably done far more of what you need than your GP and may be more use to you right now. Whatever you do, keep your eyes on the end of the road and keep going. It won't last forever. sp "Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies." ~Mother Teresa
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