I mean, my mother and brothers are in the house sleeping, but inside I’m all alone.

Going back to school is really hard on me, I have no friends there and I hate the teachers. Its not that I don’t have any friends at all, just not in school.

I wish this year would passs as fast as possible. Be gone ….booom.

I can’t go to sleep knowing that once I wake up I have to go there.

I’ll watch some tv, maybe it make me better.

So long – good night

I hope the morning looked better then the night.

Highschool is always confusing, and hard, even for those who look like they have lots of friends.

Keep your head up, and look at the good things in life.

We are here for you.

i wrote this last week. i had a bad night (not that tonight is that great). didn't really give much thought to the fact that people would be reading this.

I guess high school is just a passing faze, but living your life in a passing faze, hoping for a miracle or just to become invisible is very frustrating.

My friends are all college guys (and gals) from around. I see their lives, its so different. Pure. And beautiful. Not having to do anything just for the TO-DO, choosing your root your major and the people you want to hang with. High school is the opposite and I’m having such a hard time with it. Having to go to classes, having to see the same people that bothered me all my life, over and over again.

I just realized that writing here, really makes me feel relieved. Straightforwardness is not something I get to do much during the day….

I’ll be back….

Good night.

All Alone