sweetheartsuzee
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Hi to everyone! I've missed each and every one of you soo very much. First, I would like to thank you all for all of your thoughts, prayers, posts, emails, pm's and wow...I'm overwhelmed! THANK YOU SOO MUCH! Before I start to fill you all in on my life...I want to let all of you know (like fibroforever said...THANK YOU!)...I don't have internet at my mom's house. So, if you reply to this post or send me a pm or email...I won't get it. I'm only on here for a minute to check in. I miss you all soo much. The good news...I WILL be getting the internet hooked up at my mom's house soon...and then I'll be back a little bit at a time.  I did contact fibroforever once since this all started and I just wasn't 'ready' to say all of this to all of you just yet. I could barely fill her in, this is soo hard. But, one day at a time...it's the way it has to be. So, now for why I've been gone. Please, all of you know...I'm only telling this to you all because of how much you care about me. I'm not posting this for an 'off topic' discussion. (Geez, I could leave the 'rules' out for once, huh?) I just love soo many of you...and now I know how much you do me...so,I want to share. Here goes...**(deep breath)** Some of you may already know...my mom is legally blind, bi-polar and all alone. Last month, on April 25th my mom was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. After some more serious and quick tests, we were told that it was "Bad", very bad and very invasive. Within a week or so, she had a complete Mastectomy. I have literally moved in with her and am with her 24/7. Most of you know that I'm newly married and have a daughter that's a senior in high school at home. I've done some bragging about my new hubby...now, I know why! He's my best friend, my rock, my support, my shoulder, my kleenex and my new best 'text' friend. Also, since I've been gone, it's given the two of them a lot of time to bond and Manda now calls him 'DAD'. Now THAT is AWESOME!!! My girl...finally has a dad! He comes to see me when he can but like someone mentioned, he does have to go out of town for work. So, my ONLY source of support will be over 3 hours away. I do know, that I have all of you thinking of me and sending your prayers and that means the world to me! Please, don't stop now...I need it! The Mastectomy didn't get all of the cancer. There were lymph nodes (sp?) that tested positive as well, so chemo will start next week, with Radiation and hormone therapy to follow. And still, we don't know her 'odds' and probably won't until the actual time comes. I may lose her...we don't know and that is, of course, the hardest part! Please...be happy for me that I've had positive results with my Acupuncture treatments and have the support that I do at home. If it weren't for those two things and this group...I wouldn't be able to be caring for my mom and well...I'm all she has! And, I'm OKAY! I AM, I AM, I AM!! I hope all of you are getting somewhat better now that Spring is here and other than allergies...are getting out into some sunshine or at least some warmer, fresh air. I miss you all soo much and as soon as I get the internet and the time, I'll be back! It may be sparatic for a long while, but I WILL be back! **Warning**  Everyone...take care of yourselves and thank you again for all of your efforts to contact me in one way or another. I am sorry that I wasn't able to let you know where I was and that I was ok! One more thing....I'm sure that the group is doing just fine. But, if I could just run my big mouth for one more minute?! The leaders of this group, along with the members are AWESOME! Please, everyone help them in any way that they can. Awwww....just BE GOOD!  I'll be back as soon as I'm able! Sincerely, ~Suzee~ Post edited by: sweetheartsuzee, at: 05/23/2008 14:38 ~Suzee~
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