herro
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Hi! I clicked on the join this group like I did before. It showed up on my profile so I don't know why it didn't do the other stuff with notifing...I just added fibro to my list of "things wrong with me". Last week I was having a lot of "poor me" days. You know, when you feel like this isn't the life you thought was in your future. I had imagined myself doing very different things thenI am now. But, I have been married 25 yrs this yr. It hasn't always been easy but we feel we were meant to be together. My oldest son just had his 24th birthday yesterday, he's turned out to be such a wonderful person, I am so lucky! My youngest son will be home with us forever-agoriphobia,panic,anxiety-he's 18 but more like a child in many ways. My daughter had a baby last yr, not planned but I love being a grandmother. They live with us so I get to cuddle her alot! I am still hoping my daughter will find what she wants in her life. My husband has been supportive but angry lately because he feels my surgery last June brought on most of my problems. I had a pituitary tumor removed, had lots of complications and they actually lost my tumor. It was supposed to be tested to see which hormones it was producing!!!!OOPS He thinks I should sue them since they screwed up, think I should? My memory and judgement aren't what they used to be. I used to be very "sharp"..now I write notes to myself all the time...last few days have been bad. I keep picking things up, putting them somewhere and then I forget where and get mad because I'm sure someone else moved them..I don't see how I can totally forget. When I realize I have forgotten doing things I feel scared, like wow, what if I forget something really important?? I have been reading posts here, seems like a good place to be-nice group. I am going through the SS thing with my son, we are doing 1st appeal. He has had disabilities since he was 4 yrs-adhd-and has been developementally delayed. Was assalted at age 6 and has gotten worse since. The gut who did it died in a car accident(bad karma)but he took my son's "normal life" away from him. So now you know a bunch about me. have to go now, my hands are killing me! |
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