On top of that, I have cluster headaches which normally come every spring and fall. They seem to be coming on early this year because Ive had an absolutely awful headache for over a week now. Then there's the back issues...... UGHHHHHHHHHH I just want to feel comfortable, is that too much to ask???

K, thanks, I needed to get that out. If anyone has any exercise ideas I can do to try to loosen up, Im open to any and all suggestions!

I went to my mom's for a while today just go get out. We were watching GAC, they had a special to promote Grand Ole Opry's new CD of hymns sung by some of today's country stars. One of the songs they did was "Precious Lord". For anyone who doesn't know the song, its basically a song about feeling tired and worn and asking "Precious Lord, take my hand, lead me home." I cried like a baby!! At 40 years old, I kept thinking.. yes Lord, lead me home! Im just so tired of this!! But I know I am not ready to go and really wouldnt want to go any time soon, but some days it just feels like the BEST answer!

I guess its just another pity party weekend. Im miserable and I refuse to apologize for it lol I hope everyone else is having a better day than I am!!

Love,

Cath

hope you feel better

devon