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I feel so depressed. I just called a friend to come and get me. I hope she is still a friend after this. I don't know her that well. I have sick for so many years it is hrd to make friends. My family isn't close to where I live. When I am depressed it makes them mad at me. I think it is the medicine. I am having increasing suicide thoughts. I called the pharmacy. They said it could be getting off welbutrin and getting on lyrica is really meesing up my system but I need to contact my doctor. So now I am telling myself it is the medicine. This to shall pass. Maybe the lyrica is justt making me depressed. I was super depressed on nerontin. Anyway thanks for reading. I don't want to depress all of you out there who are sick. I think this medicine stuff is so dangerous. We don't get enough support when we are sent off with this stuff. I wish I had a supportive family who understood that I have real illness to deal with. Thank God I have someone willing to drive over and talk to me. Please excuse all the typos. This site needs aspell check for me anyway. RAC |
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