So classes start back monday at my university. It will be my first time back post- diagnosis, and also after my roommates moved out. (My hubby and I let a good friend of ours move in with us when we first moved back to TN from CA May 08. Well her bf moved in a few months later. Drama of course ensued. She is only 21, btw. She is wound so tight and just fills the room with that tenseness all the time. After they broke up he moved out. And then I ended up asking her to move out after a very childish meltdown of hers. Long story.) Anyway, it is also this first time in college on these meds. Cymbalta, Tramadol, and Adderral. I am taking 17 hours of class as well as 6 hours a week of work study. I have so much to do starting today but I am having a flare-up pretty badly. I am nervous how I am going to deal. I am thinking I may feel better once I start moving around more. So far this summer I have been fairly sedentary. With the exception of a few very overexerting days. Two music camping festivals, less than a week apart. And then working a day here and a day there with my parents. And a couple of out of town funerals. Other than that I have stayed mostly in the house. Sorry to write for so long and say mostly nothing. (My brain is calling for a 75% chance of fogginess today. Visibility is less than 10 feet. ) I just needed to talk, and hope to get some feedback, I feel lonely. |
