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Man - i am so overwhelmed at work. and i am in a feild where that is sales & marketing -- i am supposed to be sending the message about how "good" i am at what i do but i feel like i am always robbing peter to pay paul. there is not enough time or enough of me and i am trying to be careful about how much i put on my plate and i try to schedule it -- but -- i am gettinG hit all at once by stuff that shouldn't all be on this week. and i don't sleep well. i feel like a moron and hope no-on notices today -- i worry about my staFf's morale. anybody gottt fake it all day -- deep breath isn't cutting it. I just feel beat up and i have 2 dr's ppt that i have to make the time for so it comes with extra hours at work. ** update -- just got out of hot bath - going in early. I am just mad because i just found out from husband (CFO)i have 2 more obligations i forgot. And they are nightime. I am usually on heat at 6pm sharp. Usually i have evening stuff - i schedule nap/lay down etc...at lunch and don't tell anyone. I lie and say "running errand, baCk in an hour"... MAN - i am whining -- ****puhleeze -- I don't know how mommies do it all -- I am in AWE of all the "mothers" here!!. Just feeling scared that i will drop the ball. And you know what? i probably will -- i hate making excuses. Then again i guess that is what "spin" is... crossing fingers -- Post edited by: auggie, at: 04/08/2008 06:20 Post edited by: auggie, at: 04/08/2008 06:21 ".....Grant me the serenity to Accept the People I CANNOT change, the Courage to Change the ones I CAN, and the wisdom to know -- That's just ME!...." |
