Lagarto26
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Okay so i work at TJMaxx and i started about a week ago. At first it was a lot of fun, i was putting things away and processing clothes, and my pain was less. But the other day they put me in the fitting room for the first time and it was HORRIBLE!!! People are coming and going and you have to check their number tags, and then you have to reprocess the clothes and put them on the right rack, in the right order,(they call it "flow") So it goes sleeveless, t shirt, 3/4 sleeve, sweaters, etc. Then if you are able to catch your breath you have to process purses and handbags, and that is a WHOLE new system of frustration. Its a tight space with lots of people and the worst part is i couldn't do it right, no matter how hard i tried to focus and get it right, they kept telling me it was wrong. I was so stressed, i was hot and sore, and it was no fun. And my boss told me at the end of the day that i was being rude about it. I didn't even realize i was saying "i know" to them and sounding like a smart alic. I was kicking myself all day, i was so frustrated with myself, i thought i could do this, and i thought i could be strong this time. But now i am sitting at home in my pjs, not working cuz i had to call in sick, cuz i only got 2 hours of sleep last night due to extreme abdominal pains. I hate it, i cant keep a job more than 3 months and i am only one week into it. Its so hard, i cant explain my situation, so i just try to act like everyone else. But its so hard, and if i lose this job, i am screwed. Pardon my language, its just i get so mad at myself, i know i can do it, i do, its just so incredibly difficult. I wish people could understand my situation without looking down on me for complaining and making excuses... |
