I am on meds, I guess they help me (sometimes) but this just hit me and knocked me right on the ground, and I can't seem to get up.

I think it's doing me some good to talk (well write) about it. The thing that would help me the most, I think would be to get an explanation. I'm still composing what I'm going to send, and I will send it! Don't know how people can think they can just screw with your life...

I didn't ask to have the Kleenex passed to me once!! I think that's a good sign!!

YOur friend,

Sandi

I'm having problems reading others posts! I want to, I need to. But I just seem to feel so bad for others that I have leave the computer, sometimes feeling worse than when I sat down here!

Thanx so much for listening everyone!!

when you have trouble reading post because it makes you feel worse, remember something. There is always someone out there that is better off or worse off then you. If just one comment you make helps someone, then you have made someone a little better off and that makes you a little better. That is another wize thing from my mother.

when I feel like I am a waist of space and air because I dont have anything to offer. Then I come in here and see that something I said helped someone or made someone laugh, then I get that feeling that I do have something to offer sometimes.

(sorry for rambeling)

dragonfly

Post edited by: Mydragonfly, at: 03/05/2008 13:21

Sandi

dragonfly

I've learned that weird things help me.

Key phrases. Like, This too shall pass. I CAN DO THIS! I can't do anything about it so I have to let it go.

I played the song below for months at a time in the early 80's. To this day, I still pull those lyrics out when I need to.

(Helen Reddy and Ray Burton)

I am woman, hear me roar

In numbers too big to ignore

And I know too much to go back an' pretend

'Cause I've heard it all before

And I've been down there on the floor

No one's ever gonna keep me down again

Oh yes, I am wise

But it's wisdom born of pain

Yes, I've paid the price

But look how much I gained

If I have to

I can do anything

I am strong (strong)

I am invincible (invincible)

I am woman

You can bend but never break me

'Cause it only serves to make me

More determined to achieve my final goal

And I come back even stronger

Not a novice any longer

'Cause you've deepened the conviction in my soul

Oh, yes, I am wise

But it's wisdom born of pain

Yes, I've paid the price

But look how much I gained

If I have to

I can face anything

I am strong (strong)

I am invincible (invincible)

I am woman

I am woman watch me grow

See me standing toe to toe

As I spread my lovin' arms across the land

But I'm still an embryo

With a long, long way to go

Until I make my brother understand

Oh, yes, I am wise

But it's wisdom born of pain

Yes, I've paid the price

But look how much I gained

If I have to

I can face anything

I am strong (strong)

I am invincible (invincible)

I am woman

Oh, I am woman

I am invincible

I am strong

I am woman

I am invincible

I am strong

I am woman

Maybe none of this will help you but if you can find one little thing to hang onto, then tomorrow that little thing will be a bit bigger and so on.

Gentle hugs to you!

Jo

That makes us strong. Makes us invincible. If we can't do it today, look out baby, we'll be trying again tomorrow.

We have indomitable spirits that keep us going.

WE ARE WOMAN!!!

But at least I keep coming back, for now that will be the bright side!

Post edited by: cindyloo, at: 03/05/2008 20:31

((((cindyloo))))