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02/27/2008 19:16
Mommyto3
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My name is Ali and I am 37 years old. I live in Gahanna, Ohio which is a Suburb of Columbus, Ohio (Go Buckeyes!) I am new to the boards and am sure will have tons of questions. The reason why I started looking for a forum to discuss my problems is due to a recent visit to my PCP. I had brought a list of "ailments" that I have been complaining of for years in the attempts to start getting these issues addressed. After speaking to him about various pains and problems I was continually having, he suggested that I may have connective tissue disorder, or some form of arthritis.

Okay, okay, I have heard this for sooooo long, "you may have this" or you "may have that". After batches and batches of tests and different doctors, I still cannot get a diagnoses. On the positive side, I at least have a PCP that is very agressive and sympathetic to me and my pain, but he is only a PCP and not a specialist. I have asked to see a endocronologist but he really wants to continue treatment by specific tests until he gets closer to the cause. He believes it is seronegative arthritis, connective tissue disorder or some type of arthritis. He is also 100% positive I have Fibromyalgia on top of everything else. After doing some research on my own, I believe I may have Hypothyroidism or Cushings syndrome, as I have many of the same symptoms of these diseases.

Honestly, I don't have any answers after 5+ years and I cannot keep going on like this. It is a neverending circle of pain. I was hoping with some of you that you may be able to relate to some of my "ailments" and help me sort or narrow down possible diagnoses. I know we are not doctors, but we know ourselves better than doctors do and what are symptoms are. Okay well here is some of my list, believe me it is long....

What I know I have (been diagnosed)

* Sleep Apnea (not under control)

* Fibromyalgia (Doctor will not give me anything to eleveate pain until after my bloodwork comes back)

*GERD

*Barrotts Esphogaus

* I am overweight, 254 LBS to be exact and am having a very hard time getting the weight off. I have been attempting to lose the weight by doing the Slim Fast Diet, along with taking Adipex and also joining Jazzercise in my area. (weight is still not coming off)

*Pre-diabetes

*Ulna Nerve Damage

*Anxiety

*Hypoglycemic

*Osteopenia

Not been diagnosed and symptoms of the following:

*Horrible joint pain, especially in my elbows, hands, wrists, hips and knees. When I exercise it becomes so much worse, cold makes it worse and stress

*Reddening of the skin, on arms and chest, looks like I am sunburned all the time (no one I have talked to knows what this is caused from)

*Reddening of the index finger on the inside, it forms a distinct line that get very red when I am emotional or tired. Very swollen.

*Burning feeling on skin all the time, at times my husband cannot even brush his finger tips over a certain area of my arms or shoulders without me tensing up and feeling a huge jolt of pain.

*Feeling in bones as I describe like when you were a kid and someone gave you an "indian burn", a sort of twisting, tight pain.

*Extreme Fatique

*Major Irritability

*Loosing my strength in my hands and wrists, unable to hold anything heavy for a short amout of time, hard time grasping things without dropping them.

*If I hold my arms straight up in the air to brush my hair, my arms and hands start becoming numb.

*Unable to sleep at night

*Recently loose bowels and and unable to hold urine for a extended period of time without leaking (sorry if TMI)

*Buffalo Hump

*Aching in my legs and knees at night while in bed especially when it was cold or rainy and in my fingers too. My fingers lock up when i am writing, and when I am sitting and my legs are out straight, I become very uncomforable in my thighs and feet, they ache with irritation, not aching from overuse, I suppose you could even catorgirize as RLS?

*Constantly tense, trying to deal with pain

*Sweating, sweating and more sweating. When all those around me are cold, I am hot to the point of sweating.

*Pain in elbows, top of shoulders, neck, in between shoulder blades, side of hips on right side mainly, legs, especially shins and back of calves, ankle pain, wrist pain and hand pain (all the time)

*Feeling as though someone else is in my body, crawling feeling

*Itching feeling at times

*Constant run down feeling, to the point where I do not feel I could keep a full time job without calling off sick all the time

*Depression (slight) Sad

*Angry (at disease and non pain relief)

*Frustrated

This is all I can think of right now. I truly hope some of you can relate to these pains and let me know what you have been diagnosed with or how you have remedied yourselves along the way. I can tell you that I have asked my doctor to do a complete thyroid panel to help rule this out, but in my heart I believe this is part of the cause of my pain. The only positive test results I have gotten to date that is high is alkaline phosphote levels and high cholosterol. My doctor also wants me to take a 2 hour glucose level test and see how I tolerate that, and also I have scheduled an MRI of both of my hands to check for Synovitis. I have had an xray done in the past which turned out normal (2 years ago), but he believes an MRI may show something different.

Thank you,

Ali

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02/27/2008 20:42
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Oh yes dear have most of those too, diabetes cholesterol, fibro, and only take tylenol due to a dumb doctor. I know your frustration and can feel you directly, lets walk together and if you need to grab my hand and i will hold you up... Gentle hugs
Teresa
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02/28/2008 06:17
Mommyto3
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Thanks Teresa for the support, yes it is very frustrating and debilatating at the same time. I suppose I am in the angry stage of trying to accept what is going on with my body. I feel it is so unfair, that I do not deserve to feel this way, NO ONE DOES! On the other hand, I feel very guilty that I am so angry and upset because I know things could be much worse and there is others out there in the world that have worse problems than me! Well thank you and I hope to make some new friends on this forum!

Hugs to you!

Ali

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02/28/2008 07:20
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You are not alone in your frustrations with the ailments. What you are going thru is completely normal so don't be too hard on yourself. It's hard to understand the pain when we don't know the exact cause.

It sounds like you are grieving about the pain and how it limits you. We all go thru that at diff times. Just remember, the more guilt and anger you feel, the more pain you may be in. Our bodies have a way of knowing when we are holding onto emotional baggage. Coming here to vent is a good way to get things out...we won't judge you for how you are feeling. You have others of us that are in the same boat as you. Lean on our shoulders to cry, vent,whatever you need. Like skynate says, we will walk with you and take turns holding each other up.

Sending you gentle, loving hugs....

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02/28/2008 08:47
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My only comment here is. coolmomma, that is a very nice post. Awesome.
***If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.*** {{GENTLE HUGS}}.
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02/28/2008 08:56
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I have learned that you can fake it to oter people that you are not in pain, but you cant fake out what ever causes all of this pain we are all dealing with

dragonfly

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To learn more about Fibromyalgia
www.fmaware.org ***
www.webmd.com/fibromyalgia *** www.niams.nih.gov/hi/topics/fibromyalgia/fffibro.htm ***
www.painfoundation.org *** www.rheumatology.org/public/factsheets/fibromya_new.asp ***
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02/28/2008 09:20
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Yes, I have managed to ignore my symptoms for the last 4 years. I guess alot of why I have noticed the pain is because I am no longer so busy. I used to work 12 to 16 hours a day. I had a retail shop and also 4 online companies I ran. My husband and I did this for 7 years. Just recently I gave up everything to spend time with my kids before they go off to school. I have a 2 year old, almost a 4 year old (in May) and a 13 year old who will be 14 in June. I spend alot of my time now thinking about my pain instead of pretending it is non existant. I suppose I felt if I did not "acknowledge" the pain it would go away. LOL...that is not happening!!!

I really like this forum, you all seem very supportive of one another and I believe we all need that support from friends that are going through the same thing. My opinion is that I really don't want to complain and seem frustrated around my family all the time, and finding a place to "Let it Go" will definately benefit me in the long run. Thank you all again for your support and kind words.

Ali

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02/28/2008 10:07
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What you described I feel except for maybe 3-4 things. I see my gp every month and have at least 3 new symptoms for him. He says we can do more tests or just chalk it up to fibro. I, too was able to ignore most symptoms for about 4-5 years till I stopped everything and had more time to think about how I felt. It's a rolling ball of frustration because when you try to help yourself by exercising or getting out more, it hurts too much!

leslie

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02/28/2008 13:36
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Hey Leslie,

Yes the exercising is the worst, it sends me in to flare up mood immediately and then it takes a week to start feeling somewhat better. I am not sure about you, but I have 3 children to take care of, and keeping up with them on top of everything else is a job in itself! LOL

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02/29/2008 08:36
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We're here for ya Mommy...

Remember that...ok?

I hope you can find some sort of relief and dx soon!

{{{{Fibro Hugs}}}}

~Suzee~
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Change your thoughts and CHANGE YOUR LIFE!!!
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