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I'll try to post again... ilovepetey, you say you've been in therapy a long long time? Oh what a shame...  I am a smoker and I think because I keep hoping for it, I'm smoking more. I'm trying to relax about it, but I'm so concuss of it. hipmama, At the time when I started this, I thought I was going to have to be admitted! My poor husband had no idea what to do for me. And I guess he thinks he can cure me, and I keep telling him to just be patient and to love me. I've had some therapy before, but it never seemed to help any. I am seeing a psychologist now, and I feel she IS going to help me! She seems to ask all the right questions. Plus, I hate to say this but she has Fibro, and that seems as though that should help also, I hope!! I think the thing that made this day so horrible is that I had just seen her and realized (maybe) why I feel the way I do about myself. And discovering your self is not always a easy thing!!! The day that I had started this, was the first day that I had taken two pills. I started out at one. And now I'm scared to try two again. Although maybe tomorrow should be the day. I'm job hunting and scared to death to make a fool out of myself. So tomorrow is the day!!!  Thank-you so much for caring, it means so much to me!! Really it does, thanx!!! Cindy.  |
"I have been struggling with Fibromyalgia, Bipolar, Anxiety, Post traumatic Syndrome for quite some time and pretty much going it alone. I stumbled across MDJunction by accident. I stayed in the shadows and just watched for four days and then I joined, feeling relieved and excited to have found a safe place with alot of folks that I could relate to . It's proove to be medically and emotionally
