Saved - Its amazing how many of us had an event prior to an initial flare. I think of it has the bodies ability to cope tipping point. Like somehow things got remapped overnight, I don't know. Are you seeking out a Rhematologist? They really are the 'fibro experts' (expect the few who 'don't believe in it'). They also can confirm it isn't similiar ailments that respond/require different treatments. Even though my job is stressful, I do have the ability to close a door on bad days (usually). I would think cashiering would be tough if not impossible with this illness. So maybe you need to consider other options that are less taxing on the body. I think most if not all of us have had moments of misery when we ask ourselves whats the point if this is what it is going to be. There's where hope has to come in. I think for me, work helps as it gives me something to feel good about. If I couldn't work, I would be doing something (maybe volunteering) to keep something thats 'all mine'. And the low dose Cymbalta I am on helps fend off light depression. That's not to say I don't have bad mood days, they just don't overwhelm me. You might ask your Dr about Cymbalta. If that isn't optimal there are other options but as I started out saying, a rheumy or pain management dr is most aware of this disorder. Some people do see a primary, I think it just depends on the dr and the patients happiness with their knowledge and care. Julie |
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