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mmason Posts: 140
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Well, the FM finally got to the point that I'm seriously depressed.  I so want to be in denial about being depressed, but I'm never gonna get better if I don't deal with it. I'm dreading it. I went through counseling several years ago, and would love to go to the same counselor I went to before, but it's a pretty long drive to her office from where I live now, and I just don't have the energy to drive that far. I'm getting anxious just thinking about having to get to know a new counselor again, and having to start all over again with my story. Its pretty overwhelming. Plus, my husband is out of town again, and doesn't know I'm starting counseling. I just don't have the energy to have that discussion with him again over the phone. He's not gonna be too happy about the cost...he's self employed, and we carry our own health insurance, and it has a high deductible, so we're gonna have a lot of out of pocket cost for this. He's just gonna have to get over it...I HAVE to deal with this. I've tried getting through it on my own, and I'm only getting worse. I've been here before, and I know when I need help. Please pray for me...that I can connect with this counselor, and that it goes well. I hate leaving my comfort zone and going with a new counselor, but maybe it will be a good thing. This is a Christian counseling group, which is what I was looking for, so I hope I made the right decision. Thanks for listening, everybody! Mel
I'm not a doctor, lawyer, or psychiatrist. Any responses or advice I give is based on my own personal experience and/or research. When in doubt, please see your doctor. :)
~Life is not a spectator sport!~
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
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