for me, I think it's the fibro. I wasn't like this before, personally. I've always been moody and deep and intense. but never just crying all the time. but, i too have been doing this more lately. last night i cried because i couldn't stand in line at popeye's for 5 minutes and the line was long as whatever and no one was really moving and i got frustrated and left with sore heels and no food. thankfully, my partner took pity on me and drove me to subway where there wasn't even any customers! lol for me, i think i'm a bit depressed (I had emergency surgery in june and jut never recovered, so i've been in sick mode for far too long now) and also i'm recently diagnosed and seem to keep running into one more #$^ thing I can't do, did before but hurts now, or may never do again. this morning, i started thinking about how i need to change my thought pattern. it's not "never". at least not until I've had some solid treatment for a while and see what's what. so for now, it's "right now I can't do this or it hurts". not forever. one day at a time! i always thought that was a stupid saying. i'm a planner and i'm always thinking of the future so it made no sense to me. but now, when each day and each hour change drastically, the best thing is to take one day and sometimes even one hour at a time. easy for me to say, now i just have to do it!  hugs, Abby |
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