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HAMPTON7026 Posts: 1366
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Kathy, I have never told anyone this on the forum but I feel its time now. I reached my lowest point in 12/07 when I had done spent 2 years of suffering and pain and my only relief was to leave my husband and family and spend month after month alone in my florida condo. Yes, its at the beach but it was so lonely, but at that point it was the only place in the usa that I could alleviate any of my pain. My daughter decided to leave our home and went in search of her biological father who was very abusive to me and I left the state of florida then to never be found again. She found him and he found me. I spent 19 years feeling safe from harm and felt that she would be safer without him. Once he found me in 12/07 I felt that my life was in danger and at the same time lost my close relationship with my daughter. There I was sitting in florida alone, my hubby at home, my daughter leaving home, and my mother which is my only family had just lost her husband in a car crash. I was no longer able to be in Ohio nor was I able to help out at the dealership we own. I lost hope and almost took my life!! I felt as though that my life had no meaning anymore. That is when I went in seach of a way to heal myself and by 2/08 I found the right dr that had my answers and now I have 95% of my life back!! Don't ever lose hope!!!! Without it there is nothing and you will never have the chance of getting it back!! Hope is very important!! If you need a friend please let me know!! I know what its like to be at the bottom and I understand!! Hugs lori I'm not a dr, anything stated in my post are from my own personal experiences.
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Never give up the fight we are all in this together.
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"MDJunction has become a lifeline to my recovery. I use this site as a daily coping tool where i can share my thoughts,my fears and ask ways to cope with living life with a illness. I also found new friends here and they have restore my faith in humanity. People everywhere come here to share same problems or solutions to problems we encounter in our lives. MDjunction is a wonderful site and has help not only myself but also my family and friends. I recommend this site to anyone who thinks they are alone dealing with an illness and also to those who have love ones who suffer from illnesses. I will keep spreading the word about MDJunction to organizations who deals with illnesses that would benefit having MDjunction as a support system.Bottom line is.. I found myself again through MDJunction" (mobey)
You ARE stronger than that. Today, go and do the one thing that makes you smile. Don't think about it,just do it. Like Cori said, draw strength from us. It will get better. And remember if you get stressed out your pain will be worse. If it will help, tell us why you are losing hope. I will say an extra prayer for you today.
