Well, that's a good mental picture, Cornbread... My heart hurts for your sadness and i pray for a light at the end of your tunnel. you know, my lil' sis has bad rheumatoid arthritis and one of her good doctors once told her to get a set of dvds...any that were extremely funny to her. she was told to watch them in her darkest moments. she went from Lucille Ball to Will n' Grace...kind of a drastic shift there, but it really worked for her. do you have anything like that? i chose the 'friends' episodes for mine, though i don't like some of the show topics. i thought if i watched and laughed only in the company of my husband it wouldn't matter so much. it truly helps me get the good endorphines running around  {{great big hugs}} for you. i am having a tough time at my job for the first time. the fog makes it so difficult to make 'on demand' decisions and my supervisors are starting to notice...no matter that i have been a good employee for the past ten years. You are good, you ARE worth it, and you MATTER. just because our bums burn doesn't mean that we are any less capable of great deeds...it just takes us longer  so...what kind of superhero powers does THAT give us??...hmmm... anyway, i digress much...have as good of a night as possible, cornbread. i wish you a much better day tomorrow. Tiff  |
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I played alot last year, but not so much with my new job duties...not new job...just new duties. 
