You know Niki, I felt exactly like that when I was typing it. Its like it wasnt me, even though it was my experience it felt like I was just the typist. The words flowed out so fast and usually I take ages to type my messges haha Im learning to express myself more and Im slowly discovering that Im not the only one in this entire world and universe whose been through these experiences and its helping me not to feel so lonely about it all. Lonely and different. Im proud of everyone here, I look at you all and I feel the strength and hope and its incredibly uplifting. Confused80, also be wary of the kind of games your ex will play where he will make others think you're crazy, nuts. Its when that happens that you're in danger of believing everything he has ever said or will say about you because other people will treat you differently because they think he's so credible. Dont believe him, or them. Stand strong and remember you're just trying to survive. Hugs xxx |
