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03/14/2010 07:56 PM
patty777

It getting to be a ritual. Say my prayers, meditate and then lay down with my critters Dog and Cat in my twin bed guest room in the back of the house and cry till the eyes stop being wet and eventually close.

Goodnight

Patty

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03/14/2010 08:41 PM  Top
beautifulmind
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Patty,

You are not alone in your suffering. I will certainly say a prayer for you and your safety tonight. I will also think of your son who I know you hold near and dear to your heart. You have us here and even though we live apart it doesn't mean we are not there for you. We are just a click away and you can vent, talk, read; whatever you want to do in your safe place which is here with us. I hope this provides some comfort to your heart now. Good night and I will talk to you tomorrow. Your son needs you. Stay strong for him!


03/15/2010 12:00 AM  Top
FatherKarras
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My heart aches for you. I wish we could really be there for you in person. I know you're in a really tough situation. My almost-ex treated my daughter a lot like that, and all she was guilty of was being a slightly immature, hyper kid.

It's the closest I've ever come to hitting a woman, when she would go off on my girl and call her every name in the book and say she was stupid, etc.

Anyway, I truly hope you can find resolution and some peace. As Beautiful said, we're here for you!!

Patrick

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Is all that we see or seem, but a dream within a dream--EA Poe

Nobody loves you when you're down and out; Nobody sees you when you're on cloud 9--John Lennon

And in the end; the love you take; is equal to the love; you make--The Beatles

Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man--Friedrich Nietzsche

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all--Emily Dickinson

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03/15/2010 04:05 AM  Top
kathie111

My prayers and thoughts are with you Patty. I know that place only too well and hope things change for you soon. It is always darkest before the dawn and it sure can get dark. Am sending you the biggest hug thru cyber space. Love and peace to you Patty................

03/17/2010 02:01 PM  Top
patty777

Hi I do have to clear up a misunderstanding. My son has Asbergers and Bi-polar11

He is in no way mentally challenged. His IQ is frightfully high. But there is a thin line between genious and insanity sad to say. He built 7 computers in our home by scratch when he was 12 yo and kept upgrading them. He also re-wired most our families homes to keep them to code , he graduated top of his class.

But the other side is so mysterious and interesting in its own way. He in know way believes he hurt me, he believes an entity took over his mind in the manic state he was in and I do as well. Call me a fool as others have, but it is the truth.

Caring for all

Patty PS Thanks Kathie for the Cyber space hug, mean a lot to me, all of you do


03/17/2010 02:38 PM  Top
kathie111

Patty I am bipolar too and I know what you mean when you talking about another entity taking over his mind. I will pray for you both. Any time you want to chat feel free to pm me. Love and hugs to you, Peace to your son..................

03/17/2010 03:38 PM  Top
patty777

Thankfully some one knows what I speak of.

Hugs

Patty

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