I haven't been on MDJ much and probably won't be here that much in the future. I stepped down as GL because I just don't have the time to be here. So I wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten everyone...here is a little update of my life. The boyfriends kid is doing better although our plan for him to help us make the business busier isn't following through he is giving me time to myslef and I don't have to be at work 100 hours a week, really I was here 100 hours a week! I am down to 60 hours....yippie!! As for my daughter I still have no contact with her, it's a touchy subject because I know the caliber of this childs actions to get what she wants. Horrible that I am scared of my own child.....my boyfriend said something the other night that just hit home pretty hard.....he said "how can something so beautiful like 2 people making love result in such evil" he was talking about murderer's.....it made me think of my daughter, how can she do the things she has done, how can I ever face her knowing the lies she said and ruined so many peoples lives. No one's life is perfect, mine is far from perfect but I hate the fact that I want to cut ALL ties with this person I gave birth to.....I truly think she is evil and one day will do some "more" horrible things........unbelievable! Acceptance is the key, if I wasn't so accepting I wouldn't have any friends at all!
I am not here to judge or to be judged, I am here to listen & share.
I am not a doctor & any advice that I give is purley my opinion. Afterall everyone has one!
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