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Niecey3 Posts: 22
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[i]I am so excited today. This is probably the first time in my life that I am starting the New Year understanding what makes me tick. It is just so clear! I have battled with DDRMBP for so long and have been in battle with myself for so long. Always asking.... what is wrong with me....... To keep this short I want to share with anyone that is a rapid cycler (sp?), and questions whether they also suffer from Alcholism, I am here to share that I was questioning too, for a very long time and when I found out I was diagnosed with RMBP, I figured ahhhhhhhh, thats it, I can drink now, except the Lithium wasnt working like we thought it should. I have been on Lithium for almost 2 years and I my sobriety date is 11.11.2007. It has been a short amount of time, but I tried AA in 1999 and was sober for 2 years... the only problem was I still wanted to kill myself, once a month..! Now... I can say, I feel [/size]normal, [size=3]I don't know what normal is, yet I do know - IT FEELS GREAT! Hope this helps! Happy New Year and thank you for all your shares!  Lithium + No Alchohol = A Happy Me |
