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I do alot of wondering. What goes thew a drug addicts head. I try to understand and ask my brother questions when he starts to talk about it. I wonder do they like life? Do they listen to the birds sing on a spring day and ask them seves why they hurt every one they love? In the summer do they go to the beach just to smell the air and whatch the waves roll in? I offten wonder if my brother just lays in the grass and looks up to the sky and is happy to be alive. Or sits by his son and laugh because he does a sill thing. Does he enjoy playing in a sand box and rembering what it was like when we played in the sand. When i watch my daughter ride her bike ,play in the sand ,make new friend or any other child hood thing It always brings me back to when I had a drug free brother that I love to do things with. I wonder if he ever wishes he never tryed the heroin. I wonder if he think what his life could be without it. I wonder will he ever be a drug free person befor its to late??? tink0314 |
I've tried to get my boyfriend to join here to talk to some of you who are going through what he has been through but he hasnt. he has read some. hopefully when he's in a better place he will. He wants to help and give insight as much as he can even if its not what you want to hear. Just the knowledge of what goes on in an addicts mind.
I was so estatic he did have dinner with us and of course he left again but it was NICE! To hug him and talk to him.......I had a great birthday. I have HOPE!
