Hi everyone, I really have been avoiding checking out the drug addiction support group for a while now.
Honestly I don't like to admit that I have a drug addiction problem because then I feel responsible for so many negative things in my life.
I have been on one drug or another since I was 15.
I have been battling this addiction for so long and I'm tired of feeling bad about myself. It has been 3 months since I last smoked crack (coke has been the drug of choice for 5 years and it is destructive as hell! Damn you columbians (shakes fist angrily at Columbia)!
So anyway, how the hell did I do coke for 5 years and not go to prison or die? I know that I felt dead inside and I lost everything (2 nice cars, DJ turntables, empty bank account, in collections with at leat 10 different companies, divorced, alienated and depressed and angry as hell, and I got fat somehow while doing coke!).
Anyway, I hope that I can get some support here as I do not plan on doing coke for the rest of my life.
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