Drug Addiction Support Group

I'm lost. I've been addicted to alcohol and cocaine for 10 years. I've been to rehab once and it didn't work. I was only 6 month clean. I'm gonna loose my girlfriend, who is the most loving and caring person in the planet and I love her deeply, my family, and my life. Last night I was watching a boxing fight at home and had two drinks which I shouldn't have since everyone knows about my problem but I've gotten very good in hidding my addiction. I ended up buying cocaine and going to a strip club while my girlfriend was sleeping. I came home at 9 in the morning, she left. Were I come from its very hard to find a support group like the one I had when I went to rehab on the States. I need help

I have done some pretty rotten things when using as well. Do you want to stop? Is there anywhere you can go for treatment? It is hard to deal with the consequences once we have done someone wrong. You have to do something to take care of yourself. Where are you located? Why is it so hard to find help? There has to be some way you can get help. Just remember you're not yourself when you use. I've done horrible things to my loved ones when using. You have to forgive yourself and try to do something about getting better. If you want to private message me I am here.