Drug Addiction Support Group

i began drugs when i was 12 and just started getting into more and more drugs, to now im at the point of an addict. Ive done countless number of drugs that i should have stayed away from. It all started once my uncle had passed away from overdose on pills, he was my best friend and the one person who understood me. After his death i turned to weed, it made me think everything was okay and that i could get over his death. but no...i became an addict of more very fast. within the first year of being introduced to weed i started growing, and selling. Weed wasnt just enough for me.my addictive personality took over. i had to move to more things to get my mind off everything just to be happy. so i tried 2cc and that blew my world. i thought it was the greatest thing ever and i because addicted quick to that as well. then after going to a rave i did molly there which made me feel good but not a good thought of it. and then my pill addiction, i almost OD on my birthday when i had a party, i took 7 methadone and drank and drank and drank then finally had a seizure and passed out. i never did learn a lesson, still doing pills and everything. Its hard because im at such a young age and dont know how to get away from my addictions. I dont have a easy life and using drugs doesnt make it any easier. My boyfriend is totally against drugs and im scared he will leave me for my addiction. i just dont know what to do anymore?

hello an welcolme.im glad u found your way here. comming to relize and wanting help is the first step to recovery.u should really think about were your life could be heading from here.it took me 25 years to relize its time to stop using drugs. i also want u to know that u dont have to use today.u do have a choice.do u think your uncle would have wanted you to go down this path?i myself had a fav uncle and he drank fith to a half gallon a day of wiskey till it got him on dialisis and it turned to me to take him his bottle after his dialisis treatments,i was young and thought he would get better,he didnt,it took many years afterwords to accept his death an belive i didnt help him dying by bringing that wiskey everyday. i would stronly sugest u seek some help now,before things get more out of control.....and they will,if u continue down this path u have set urself on.

Hey I'm glad that you found this group. I am 33 now, but a little over 5 years ago, was the last day that I abused drugs. My MAIN problem was pain pills. My tolerance had gotten SO high. The last day that I abused pills, I took 54, 10mg Methadone. Yes, that's 540mg. It took that many to get me high. I'm so surprised to even be alive to talk about it. But my life is so much better now that I don't do drugs. Please stop while you can. Find a place that does NA meetings and go to them, they help some. You can find other peole there that understand. But please keep posting and let us know how you are doing. You can PM me if you want or need to.