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 Hi I am Lisa and I am new. I am on methadone now, but was addicted to opiates due to chronic pain. I need help and don't know where to turn. Maybe someone can help. I lost my job 3 months ago. Can't get another because my credit is BAD. No, I am not joking. It's something new all businesses do now. They make you sign a release to check you're credit. I have 15 years retail management and have applied to atleast 30 places. Jobs were never a problem before. I checked with the EEOC and it is definitely discrimination, but what can I do. Now, my car tag is expired and I have no gas to leave the house anyway. I have sold or pawned everything I own, even family heilooms. It's devistating. I can no longer afford my medications. Almost $500.00 a month. I am on cymbalta and methadone. for those of you who have been on either of these..thet cause horrible withdrawals. I am going to face that now. I am hungry and thirsty..no food, even ran out of toilet paper. No telephone..couldn't pay. Computer will go soon too. What do I do, I have no way to contact anyone or anyway to get there. My car insurance will cancel soon too and my liscence will be suspended. I have nobody to help. I don't think I can do this anymore. I am even out of cat food...I can't lose them, they are all I have. God, sorry to ramble on, I know people are dealing with worse and eveyone has problems. I have never faced these before. How do you keep faith through all this. How do I go through the withdrawal sickness I face. I went through it before, but not off of methadone, which I hear is 10x's worse. I need help. what can i do. If anyone knows anything, where I can go for $$$help, please write me..wont have computer long. I am totally isolated and stuck here. I have never been so alone in my life. Family...yeah thats funny. Not mine. They won't or can't help, and don't understand..only hypocrites..anyway..please write me if you know how I can help..especially for my meds..one is an antidepressant..130.00 a month. Very bad withdrawals even with methadone. Nobody told me what it would do to me. Ofcourse methadone is very expensive. please somebody help...I cant do this..especially the pain. Somebody must have been through this. what do I do. Thanks to anyone..please write to L. Bonzar @ 550 Jacaranda street. merritt island Fl. 32952 thANKS Lisa...trapped in a house(well atleast until my rent is due..then who knows.....)hungry and scared!!! |
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