Depression Support Group

My boyfriend and I of four years broke up about 2 weeks ago. We have lived together, etc. We just have been fighing, etc for a long time. I always talked him into working it out and we tried. But this was the breaking point and he ended it. I believe we may not be a good match. Anyway. i was living in his house so I am the one moving. I was commuting an hour and a half to work so it would only make sense to move closer. I found a place 30 mins away and am moving there on Sat.

I am 33 and scared out of my mind and SO depressed. I dont know anyone where I am moving but it was the only option. I just feel so alone and anything sets me off. My parents live about an hour and a half from there as do some of my friends. I just feel lost in life. Do i love my job?? NO. but have been appying to the jobs i want but the only calls I get are for jobs similar to mine (recruiter) I know i dont want to leave for another recruiting job, as I dont want to do it for ever.

I just feel horrible lost and depressed today oh and alone. I hvae alot of support. but it doesnt make me feel anybetter.

I am also stressed about money, my dog moving into an apartment and my future. I cant take it