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Hello Everone, I had a very tough day today....I woke up with the intentions of doing some things around the house but my body and mind were just not able to do them....I did work on a lamp shade I'm making for my sister and bro-inlaw.... I slept the rest of the day, I also got a call from my bp son telling me he got layed of from his job of a week and a half....It was a business that just opened and were over staffed....being the last one he was the chosen one....He was crying...Course that made me feel sad along with my depression...it just wayed me down.... This evening my son called me, he was calling to see if any of the busineses had called, the applications and interveiws he had gone for....He also told me how he is hungry all the time....I took him some food and visited for a while...I can't have him live here but I can help him that way....He told me how he was happy I went to visit him.... It's so hard to see him go through this but with my own health problems I cant have him live here it's too much for me....he takes so much for granted and was mistreating me.... I did tell him tomorrow we could fill out the application for Disability, so he could get Maine Care or Disability....He's more than cooperating now...He didn't care when he was living here, but now he is in need so he realizes where he went wrong... I love him so much, and want to do so much for him but I can't do for myself at this point....I'll help him as much as possible....He's my son, how can I not help him....His dad hasn't been in his life for 7-8 years and when he was he was very abbusive.... I just pray tomorrow I wake up with more energy, I have my physical tomorrow and my follow up for the new meds. I'm taking to sleep at night....I'm sure I'll feel better going to my doctors.... Thank you for your support...Sue |
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