Ayumi, you have put up a lot of one or two word posts, but you've not given us a clue about what it is that has you so upset. We can't help if we don't know what we're helping WITH. I am not angry w/ you; I'd like to help - we all would - but you've got us all as surgeons w/ one hand tied around each of our backs.
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